Dear, World. Love, Jenny.

Jedi thoughts, MD diaries and Random geekiness

where i am now — December 23, 2009
for september — December 22, 2009

for september

*this one’s for you, mushy*

i dare write what the heart speaks
in that page of a book that talks about love
even in times of cholera.
just to let you feel
that on special days or another,
i am yours.

i dare look for melodies
that you listen and tag as your favorite.
just to find out
that the music that plays in my heart
has changed and now shuffles through it.

i dare leave the world to be with you.
just to find me in your loving arms.
i dare to embrace the moment tighter.
and i dare want to go back to that world, never.

i dare love you in an instant my eyes catched yours.
i dare love you and know nothing else.
i dare fall in love. i dare to be most free.
fall deep beyond what love itself could ever be.

dont ask me now.
why or how or until when.
because i dare promise to live forever through this.
beyond the stars. beyond belief.
beyond these verses,
(and these rhymes you knew i’ve always hated).

———————————————————————
oh what the hey. im evolving into somebody i never thought i could be.
even the tone and style of the poems i write now are far different from my previous collection.
anyways, maybe because this time i’m not “constructing” a poem. this time im writing for somebody, im not just “wanting” to write something so i could add it to my poem collection. i dont care if the structure of my poem is lousy, or my rhymes are no good. i dont care. i write from the heart now. yeah, i really dont care. i dare.

JEDI LOVE — December 20, 2009
SITTING DOWN HERE —
Christmas for TWO — December 14, 2009

Christmas for TWO

i always have that gloomy feeling every christmas. yeah, christmas breeze felt so melancholic to me eversince. i dont know why…. and i wasnt really able to know the reason behind such feeling.
but this time, it’s different. like something great shoved the grinch away. like the heart feels warm even if the world is chilling. the verse posted above is from the song “christmas for two”… amazingly sweet song… hmmm… christmas for TWO — hey, its our favorite number…uhm… it makes me think that the song is written for US. yeah, more like, from now on, it’ll be a Happy christmas for both of US. i’m saying goodbye to my x’mas grinch now…it’s time to feel christmasy….thanks to you, mushy earthling. 🙂