Dear, World. Love, Jenny.

Jedi thoughts, MD diaries and Random geekiness

READY FOR BATTLE — January 12, 2010
MUSHY DAY — January 11, 2010

MUSHY DAY

it is not just another day.
because even when i sleep, thoughts would retrace every shape-shifting cloud.
and they will make a bed for us.
you and i. deathless, forever-floating in this seamless world.
and always. as always.
with my mind’s recurring desire,
i will hold you so tight.

i know it is not just another day.
because it makes me find ways i have lost.
because it gives me a different strength
— like i become more driven, instead of weak and afraid.

the skyward-blown dandelions.
the playful curls of the sea.
new moon in my brows.
the repetition of thoughts
of your pretty face
the strangeness of a sun-smelling day.
all these — they tell me, it is not just another day.

yes, i know, it is not just another day.
because it’s a day that passes but never ends.
a day that gives me your sweetest attention
and the brightest star after a day-time’s work.

i know it is not just another day.
i am telling you world, it is not.
and i don’t need any twists or witness in my telling.
it is not just another day.
it is not.

TH ESI SUC KS. — January 8, 2010
100th post — January 2, 2010

100th post

this blog’s 100th post falls on a mushy day.

I remember that “blue” book she gave me on the 100th day of knowing each other. How mushy,eh?

I wish she wont time travel even just for the day…or i wish people never knew how to read. But then again, if that would happen, if she couldnt read, how would she know that im missing her a lot right now?

other things that make me smile. :) — December 29, 2009