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List 0363 — December 4, 2010

List 0363

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today is another different day.

1. i woke up very early. because i had to walk you to school since you’re a little bit anxious of your first day. like a kid on his very first school day or that kid who transferred to a new school. if it wouldn’t be funny or awkward or something, i should have stayed and sit in your class. hahaha.

2. i haven’t been to graduate school for quite some time now. my masteral life got stagnant for a semester and i don’t know how i am going to get my groove back. but then here i go, GI Joe, i went to the office and filled out the form for our comprehensive exam. Got two weeks before the schedule. oh please. tell me what to do.

3. on my way from Polangui to University of nueva Caceres, i saw five red beetle (vox) cars with exactly the same tint. (pendong five times goes to you, reader). šŸ˜€

4. three hundred ten. i paid 310 (for the compre exam) and got a change of 310 (from my bill for lunch).

5. lunch couldn’t get any weirder because i shared a table with a stranger. a stranger who is really pissed of her brother for spilling cola on her clothes. i didn’t say anything. i don’t think talking or even starting a conversation with a pissed stranger is a good idea. nah uh.

6. i bought a new earphone with a really great bass booster. yey. šŸ˜€

7. i enjoyed my bus ride. some kid rocked on. haha. he was about 11 years old and he was selling sweet corn. he saw one passenger who was already eating corn (which she bought from another corn vendor), and he said out loud: “naku, ate! dapat di yan binili mo, eto sakin masarap, matamis at hindi matigas. yan, naku makakasama sa pustiso mo yan ‘te”. (ahahaha). then after a few minutes when our bus was about to leave again, he got off the bus (since nobody bought corn from him) and he shouted: “shet! siyeeeeeeeet kayo!” hahaha. tsk.

8. i also enjoyed our nth walk through the safe roads. šŸ™‚

9. dinner was really good. haha. thanks for the happiness fries. šŸ™‚

10. i also love that blowing-thru-the-straw-and-get-sprinkled-on-with-cola fight after dinner. haha. i really had fun. šŸ™‚

11. and last but not the least, kisses. stolen and not and imaginary. hahaha. you kissed me in front of my students this morning (waha?). you kissed me before i went to Naga in front of manong driver. i kissed you in the cooperative store in front of the vendor. you kissed me in front of another manong tryke driver under the moonlight. and i showed you how you can fake a kissing scene in front of the world. hahaha. (it’s ok. i may embarrass myself but it’s worth it. i made you laugh again. i’m double happy whenever i make you laugh).

MIXED Nuts — November 27, 2010

MIXED Nuts

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moods/happenings/whatsoever on the 27th day of November:

1. i woke up with a human blanket wrapped around me. it was raining this morning but i felt so warm. i hope it happens everyday. nah, not the raining part, of course.

2. i ate overwhelming work for breakfast. heavy. heavier breakfast. really bad for my health.

3. today i’m a floater. my thoughts flew me to places i shouldn’t be. another journey to the pursuit of dopeness.

4. i tried balancing two cups of noodles on a plate. they ended up on the canteen floor.

5. the office couch kept telling me i am in the wrong profession. that’s what it said to me after giving it some warm free hugs.

6. i tried setting up a mathematical formula (for my grading system). it looks like it’s correct, but it doesn’t really work…and so i think it’s flawed even if it really isnt.

7. i saw my college transcript of records again. hahaha. what a beautiful mess.

8. i’m tired but i’m happy. i’m annoyed (of some people) but i’m mushy.

9. this order. disorder.

10. i still feel ecstatic because of our own version of sweet-corny jokes. and its just because of sweet you that i am excusing the world of its annoying behavior. otherwise, i might’ve left a comment on that selfish-bitter post.

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goodnight, earthlings. time to hit the bed. tomorrow is sunday and i still have half a ton’s work to do. phew, the life of Jen.

random random Thoughts. — November 1, 2009

random random Thoughts.

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*i hate it when people react with just what is in front of them. when they donā€™t even try looking from another perspective. if the world gets mad at me because i cannot be there everytime it needs me, this is what iā€™ve got to say: try being in my shoes sometimes. and maybe the world would finally understand.

*i think i am going to believe what grey said ā€” those who suffer most are those people who never know what they want.

*people come. people go. people leave. you know the difference between ā€œGOā€ and ā€œLEAVEā€?

*going and leaving is also associated with giving up. you give up, you go. or you give up, you leave. whatā€™s the difference again?

*i used to give up easily. specially on myself. when iā€™m in great pain. but this time, itā€™s different. i donā€™t want to give up. because if i do, that means iā€™m giving up on every single soul that still believes in me, everyone who needs me, everyone who loves me, and i donā€™t want to give up on that someone who must also be trying hard to hold on and breath for me.

*geezā€¦yeah. thatā€™s my endingā€¦ geezā€¦

WHAT THE HEY! WHAT A STARTER. — July 8, 2009

WHAT THE HEY! WHAT A STARTER.

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*whatā€™s a starter? ahaha. word imbention.
pfft. forget it. let me just write another set of my random thoughts now:

*the world suddenly became chaotic to the extreme. believe me, iā€™m not talking metaphors here. it is really kaye-yo-tic with an X.

*THAT PLACE! it drives me insane. it causes me sleepless nights. people THERE are getting really unbelievable. i used to always believe in the goodness of man, but what the hey! i canā€™t just do that right now anymore. its like hungry wolves (who have finally stripped off their sheep-like costumes) are waiting on you everyday to be their prey.

*there are people who, after having gone up to where they are now, forgot to sincerely say a simple ā€œthank youā€ to the one who helped and pushed them up.

*there are people who would remember you only when they need you.

*there are some friendships which would just shatter even without really understanding and knowing why. TRUE FRIENDS ARE OUT OF STOCK THESE DAYS.

*Shame on you.

*there are some things that i am not proud of lately. that includes this and that.

*somebody sweet wants to be a surgeon.

*i am thinking. oh yeah. i am thinking of that KISS.

*blast THAT place.that same place i was talking about.

*i have something to ask you. are you in love right now?

*this post is chaotic. chaotic random thoughts.

*save the world from these mayabang earthlings.

*and please tell those earthlings to at least learn and speak good english.

*ive gone mad. and bad. spank me. ugh.

*hard timesā€¦ā€¦.yeah. just chaotic, stressful, hard times.

*it is just that or those or this or these.

*bad starter.

*but what the hey! who cares? i still got YOU. oh yes, i do! :p

RANDOM THOUGHTS — May 21, 2009

RANDOM THOUGHTS

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*do not learn by messing up. i mean, learn the right way (and dont make learning an excuse). because sometimes, when you mess up, you really mess it up. you donā€™t get second chances even if youā€™re sorryā€¦.. which maybe the only thing that youā€™d learn ā€” that YOU canā€™t mess up like that again.

*when you decide to move forward, you go straight ahead. and if you cant, you probably would know what to do. hahahaha.

*most people want to write because theyā€™re sad. that could be true because feelings would stalk peopleā€¦and thatā€™s their way of letting all emotions goā€¦. but some, like students, would write because they were asked to (compositions, homework,assignments, you knowā€¦), and you dont find some sad feelings there. what you find is that they donā€™t learn anything from technical or creative writing, and they cannot even identify a semicolon from their rectal colons. ugh! ahahaha.

*i havenā€™t been into a bank for a while now. not even an atm. thatā€™s kinda sad. because that only means i dont go to a bank to deposit, neither to an atm to withdraw. money, of course. bottomline, i am broke.

*iā€™m scared of some things now. do not ask me what im afraid of because i wouldnā€™t tell. if i wanted to, i shouldā€™ve written them all here. so just be satisfied with the first line, eh?

*i am going to try to be a better ā€œmaā€™am jenā€. i can be better. can be better at handling distractions. whatever they may be.

*when i say you back off, you better back off.

*the world is moving in slow motion now but my mind is in a whirl. ugh. vacation. look what you are doing to me. haha.

*the worldā€™s first song is dreams by cranberries. :p

*my computer clock says it is 12:05 am. GMT+8. that means i have to hit the bed now. ill continue this next timeā€¦..