Dear, World. Love, Jenny.

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I’m Sorry, Love — October 6, 2020

I’m Sorry, Love

Dear LOVE,

I used to strongly believe in you. Even after being through hell before, I still chose to embrace you. Even if I knew that I’d probably get hurt again, multiple times. I always say that you, your romantic persona, is the greatest feeling of all.

But now, I don’t feel that way. I don’t want to believe in that anymore. Something big, something deep, has been taken away from me, and that is you.

I’d probably be fine not falling in love again. How could I do that if I don’t believe in it anymore?

I’m sorry, love. There’s no place for you here anymore. Still, thank you.

J

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Silhouettes — August 27, 2020

Silhouettes

This is all what is left of us. I can only remember that once upon a time, there was US. And now, we are mere silhouettes, edges matching our outlines, but we no longer have meaning. This is US now, plain and flat as a memory. Backlit with hopes of finding something else to be whole again.

I am okay with this. With the silhouettes. We can walk in opposite directions now and I’d look back, wave, smile and hope that we might cross paths again next time.