Love is. No definitions. Love and don’t ask too many questions. Just love.
– The Witch of Portobello
– The Witch of Portobello
Author: Jen_Eongrey
im an occasional bad/good poet, explorer of the strange, wonderful and plain weird, semi-mediocre photographer, jedi master, star gazer, and a forever crammer.
– The Witch of Portobello
Bakit ba ko nagising ng alas twelve o’five am?!
Nakanampuch! Ganito pala kasakit sa ulo pag halos kakatulog mo pa lang, ay magigising ka na agad. Alanganing pakiramdam [gising na tulog na hindi] sa alanganing oras [gabi na umaga na parang umaga pero gabing-gabi pa]. Ugh!
KAUMAY!
Una,dahil di natulog ang internet dito sa telepono ko. Takbo ng takbo, naiwan kong ganun ang trip niya. Kaumay. Parang taxi eh. Pumapatak ang metro habang tumatakbo sa ibang mundo. Ugh. Gudlak na naman sa babayarang walang sukli, kuya!
Pangalawa, kung anu-ano pa ang nakita, nabasa, napuntahan ko dito. Nalaman ko pa tuloy na gusto din nila ang kantang gusto namin. Haruuu. Kaya wag na lang,umay, ayoko na lang sa kantang yun. Ayus lang, yung kanta hahayaan ko na. Ang kupal ko naman kung pagiinartehan ko pa yun, pwde namang ayawan na lang.haha. Pero sana naman di na sila sumabay sa araw namin. May halos tatlumpo pa din namang pagpipilian ah? Pwde din naman maging astig ang ibang araw, o kakaiba din dahil inuulan o kumikidlat o binibisita din cguro ng kabilugan ng buwan. mga ganun ba, mga ts0ng? bakit sumabay-sabay pa? Motto niyo ba ang the more the merrier? Pasko lang alam kong merry eh. Wala akong alam na merrier. Peste ka, jen.haha. Ah peste pala ha? Then i’ll say more!
Pangatlo, ayus biglang napa-blog ang mga tao! Ansaya kung ganon,di ba? Pero nakanampuch naman o. Sumakit ang kilay ko dun ah. Okay na sana. Tamang desisyon na nanagalog siya, at least di na mauulit ang karaniwang nangyayari pag nagsusulat siya gamit ang salitang banyaga. Pero anuba! Sumakit talaga ang bawat hibla ng kilay ko. Mahaba-haba ang sinulat. Pero walang punto. Walang pinapatunguhan. Walang pagkakasunod2 ang mga kaisipan. At wag ka, basta lang din natapos ang post. Para lang akong sumakay sa roller coaster at hinagis pababa dahil tapos na ang ride. Lupet! Sabi ko nga. Ang pagsisisi ay laging nasa huli. Sana di na lang ako nag rollercoaster ride na masimut!
Hay! Ano? Sige. Sabihin mo ng mayabang ako. o maangas. o masama ugali ko. Eh di sige, sabihin mo. Pakain ko sayo umay ko. Sawsaw natin sa sabaw. O kape. O ketchup. O toyo, o suka. Gusto mo patis? mantika? Bagoong? O Malapot na gravy. O di kaya, wasabi? O ayan,tikman nyo ang post na basta lang natapos. Anong lasa? Pakla di ba?
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Rose Gogolin LOL! Ooops, di sya funny pero natawa ako sa yo Jen. Ako dn alanganin ang gising kaya nag almusal nlng. Gusto mo kape? O Milo kaya? Sino ba tong maangas na tao n palagay ko ay closet admirer mo lamang? See u soon arbo!Yesterday at 12:35am ·
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Damn-Me More Natawa ako. Hahaha. Namiss tuloy kita. Gusto ko yung Pangalawa. Hahaha.22 hours ago · Like
sana pwedeng lunurin ng masabaw na pansit ang kahit anumang lungkot.
today is another different day.
1. i woke up very early. because i had to walk you to school since you’re a little bit anxious of your first day. like a kid on his very first school day or that kid who transferred to a new school. if it wouldn’t be funny or awkward or something, i should have stayed and sit in your class. hahaha.
2. i haven’t been to graduate school for quite some time now. my masteral life got stagnant for a semester and i don’t know how i am going to get my groove back. but then here i go, GI Joe, i went to the office and filled out the form for our comprehensive exam. Got two weeks before the schedule. oh please. tell me what to do.
3. on my way from Polangui to University of nueva Caceres, i saw five red beetle (vox) cars with exactly the same tint. (pendong five times goes to you, reader). 😀
4. three hundred ten. i paid 310 (for the compre exam) and got a change of 310 (from my bill for lunch).
5. lunch couldn’t get any weirder because i shared a table with a stranger. a stranger who is really pissed of her brother for spilling cola on her clothes. i didn’t say anything. i don’t think talking or even starting a conversation with a pissed stranger is a good idea. nah uh.
6. i bought a new earphone with a really great bass booster. yey. 😀
7. i enjoyed my bus ride. some kid rocked on. haha. he was about 11 years old and he was selling sweet corn. he saw one passenger who was already eating corn (which she bought from another corn vendor), and he said out loud: “naku, ate! dapat di yan binili mo, eto sakin masarap, matamis at hindi matigas. yan, naku makakasama sa pustiso mo yan ‘te”. (ahahaha). then after a few minutes when our bus was about to leave again, he got off the bus (since nobody bought corn from him) and he shouted: “shet! siyeeeeeeeet kayo!” hahaha. tsk.
8. i also enjoyed our nth walk through the safe roads. 🙂
9. dinner was really good. haha. thanks for the happiness fries. 🙂
10. i also love that blowing-thru-the-straw-and-get-sprinkled-on-with-cola fight after dinner. haha. i really had fun. 🙂
11. and last but not the least, kisses. stolen and not and imaginary. hahaha. you kissed me in front of my students this morning (waha?). you kissed me before i went to Naga in front of manong driver. i kissed you in the cooperative store in front of the vendor. you kissed me in front of another manong tryke driver under the moonlight. and i showed you how you can fake a kissing scene in front of the world. hahaha. (it’s ok. i may embarrass myself but it’s worth it. i made you laugh again. i’m double happy whenever i make you laugh).
Lithium,
today’s mid-part was like very huge blocks of ice i would like to thaw.
that is why i am writing in space.
though i know the day ended up with love again,
i still feel like i have to melt away some of those moments.
i will be more careful next time.
i will do whatever it takes for that stupid-self episode to never happen again.
because you do not deserve it.
i don’t want you getting hurt.
thank you.
for still sticking with me today.
even if i acted like the reverse of your favorite person.
thank you for letting the bad moments pass.
i know i have to make it up to you.
that is why i’m going to bed now.
so i could see you tomorrow.
and i’d be there on your first day of your life’s other battle.
this is me for some days. you should’ve hated me but you didn’t.
that tells me i am really loved.
i will always be loving you,too.
and i will try harder.
for you.
for us.
Dear, World. Love, Jenny. 