The last 5 months have taught me so much. The last couple of months or so, I have laughed more, i have done more, i have enjoyed myself more and I finally feel free. And by being free, I can see now that constantly trying to fix us, to hang on to us, was the thing that’s been killing me slowly.
Maybe instead of loving you so hard I should have been myself for a while. I’ve always wanted so much for you. For both of us. So much more than what we had. More than being stuck with someone who feels stuck for quite a long time. I want you to feel free, too. I just had to realize that sometimes, some things can’t be fixed.
Dear, World. Love, Jenny. 