Lithium,

today’s mid-part was like very huge blocks of ice i would like to thaw.

that is why i am writing in space.
though i know the day ended up with love again,
i still feel like i have to melt away some of those moments.
i will be more careful next time.
i will do whatever it takes for that stupid-self episode to never happen again.
because you do not deserve it.
i don’t want you getting hurt.
thank you.
for still sticking with me today.
even if i acted like the reverse of your favorite person.
thank you for letting the bad moments pass.
i know i have to make it up to you.
that is why i’m going to bed now.
so i could see you tomorrow.
and i’d be there on your first day of your life’s other battle.
this is me for some days. you should’ve hated me but you didn’t.
that tells me i am really loved.
i will always be loving you,too.
and i will try harder.
for you.
for us.