i’m writing this post with only 60% of myself awake. i don’t know. there are just tons of work to do that i feel like a cloud floating on a stormy sky, and i don’t know till when i could be just a floating cloud or should i turn into a storm cloud soon and burst like a mad giant water hose.

stress. anxiety. the world never runs out of those. tell me why.
i cant focus. i wish it’s christmas break already. sigh. i. need. to. breathe.