right now, i don’t know why i’m still doing this teacher thing…i guess my idealistic views of being in this profession is starting to fade out… student learning is still on top of my list, but what the hey, sometimes, though you work really hard for that goal, some things would really get into your nerves and push you to your limits until you just give up and leave without even a bit of hesitation.
im still here. because i can still tell myself to get up and go to class. but i don’t know until when i could do this…things like, preparing my lessons thirty minutes before the time…or not being able to check papers since day one….i feel lousy. but i’m not giving up….because i know even if i work or teach in THIS PLACE, i am still not rotten……….