to my student,

i didn’t mean what i said. you didnt ask stupid questions. (maybe) i’m the one who was stupid. stupid enough to tell you to stop asking. because maybe that’s how you learn — you ask, and i answer back by explaining the lesson. not by yelling at you.
im sorry. i was just really tired that day — they say that not-so-good teachers use this for an excuse. well, (maybe) it may be true for most cases. but for pete’s sake, i was really really really tired that day…

hmmm… what the hey! right now, i want to believe that apologizing here tells me that i can still be a good person, if not a very good teacher all the time. sigh…………..and more sighs.

P.S.
i even asked you to see me after class or during your free time so i could tutor you if you like. you should’ve just told me you’d be fine and can handle it by yourself. why do you have to keep silent and just stare at me and waited for those tears to fall? how cruel could that be. hrmph. damn it. i think mushy people shouldn’t teach. those kids would just break your heart every time. hmp. hrrrmph…